Top 5 Lessons I learned in 2014

Hope the New Year Brings you tremendous blessings.  As the hour approached to midnight, I started thinking about all the lessons I had learned this year and this is what I came up with.  Make this year an amazing one!

Top 5 Lessons I learned in 2014

1) I'd rather stay myself and lose everyone then become someone else to please everyone. Be careful who you back because often they'll turn theirs and even if you had their best intentions at heart, they will become a direct reflection of your integrity. Set boundaries, rise above the noise and choose carefully.

2) You'll stand up for people, you'll back them, heck you might even pour your whole heart into someone and they may just walk away like nothing ever happened. That's ok though because if it offends you, it was always about you in the first place. Let them go. Wish them well in your heart. You did what you could while you had the chance. You learned a lesson and you just may have changed and inspired a life forever.

3) You'll stand alone often if you stand for something. And you will be tested. No doubt about that. It will sometimes feel like the world is crashing down on you. Really your strength is being tested and your character is developing for a greater mission you don't understand in the present, but you will in the future. You'll be slandered against, criticized, but in the end the only question that matters is: At the end of the day and when you wake up, Are you happy with the person staring back at you in the mirror?

4) Faith is just about the most important thing we have. It guides us forwards and it's often the only thing that understands us. It's the light when all that surrounds us is darkness. It's what carry's you forwards when circumstances are tough. Lean not on your own understanding. Trust in something greater than you.

5) We are not in control of everything. We never were. We are only in control of ourselves, of our own choices and our own actions. If you aren't happy, change. You have the opportunity every single day. You don't always have to explain yourself, but it's always important to be yourself. Let faith win that battle and let fear take the back seat.

Quote to take you into 2015

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. It somehow already knows what you want to become." -Steve Jobs

Cheers to 2015! Make it the best damn year ever.

Semper Fi. Stay True.

- Jeff

Conformity. A True Disease

 

Conformity. I believe it's a disease of the weak minded.  Most people may never go on to discover their greatest gifts only to fulfill the desire to fit in, in every crowd they ever encounter.  

I got to reading this today and I had some real thoughts as I read this, as I believe it's the number one cause of many of life's difficulties and it will often lead to an unfulfilled very empty heart...

So first...

What is conformity?
 
Conformity is a type of social influence involving a change in belief or behavior in order to fit in with a group.

This change is in response to real (involving the physical presence of others) or imagined (involving the pressure of social norms / expectations) group pressure.
 
Conformity can also be simply defined as “yielding to group pressures”

Group pressure may take different forms, for example bullying, persuasion, teasing, criticism etc. Conformity is also known as majority influence (or group pressure).
 

The term conformity is often used to indicate an agreement to the majority position, brought about either by a desire to ‘fit in’ or be liked (normative) or because of a desire to be correct (informational), or simply to conform to a social role (identification).

 

This is the very reason I find it hard to stay in most groups for extended periods of time.  As soon as they learn who you are and that you think different, the group usually tries to force you into conformity, often times labeling you with stupid nicknames, treating you like crap, pressuring you to act a certain way, cracking jokes about you, and externally lashing out at you just cause you won't conform to the ways of the crowd.

For one second just look at all the great entrepreneurs and leaders throughout history (Steve Jobs, Ghandi, Dr. King) they all share something unique. They stayed true to them-self throughout the whole process, refusing to conform to anything outside of their heart, their vision, and often times what was right for the greater good of society. That's why in 2014 we still bring them up long after they've departed the earth.

Isn't it funny how usually we name the same people over and over who have made a significant impact on the world? That in itself will show you how popular it is to conform. 

One of my favorite quotes is about our deepest fear as humans.  In that quote it says.. "Your playing small does not serve the world.  There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so other people won't feel insecure around you." This quote I believe speaks volumes.  How often do we yield to pressure just to be accepted?

In conformity, people lose track of the most important thing and that is their-self. All of their individual creativity, their thoughts get thrown out the window.  They become just like the group in order to feel comfortable, to fit in, which in response your telling your own heart no.  

What I find funny is the conformist spends so much time on external conditions, everything outside of them-self... world affairs, what he said, she said, the economy.. etc. because I believe it's an amazing escape and avoidant behavior to discovering your true identity.

Just too darn afraid of their own their own self, to learn their own value.  We all know it's easier to fit in every single time. To walk in the room and talk about someone else, then it is to believe in yourself. To dress, look and act the part and your good to go. Maybe on the outside, but I can assure you, not on the inside.

Why would you ever have an amazing idea and say no to your own heart? One word- Conformity. 

It just may be the greatest individual action that truly shows everything you need to know about a person's character. An individual that conforms will abandon anything they start from the heart, to take on an identity to please the crowd every single time.

I challenge you to look in the mirror, listen to only your voice, stand alone in a time of adversity and see what you'll learn. The answer to many of life's issues all start with you, internally, not externally.

Don't ignore your heart, it always tells the truth.

One Year Sober

This Saturday I'll be celebrating my one year sober and clean from alcohol. I don't say this to brag or impress on anyone that if you drink alcohol that makes you a bad person.

I just know what it was doing to me and the effects it was having on me personally. For me personally, I decided it just wasn't worth it anymore. Enough was enough.

As you can imagine, when you turn from a path to pretty much going off the beating one into self discovery mode, entrepreneurial, taking risks etc.. You are met with some intense critics and at times pure hate.

Over this year I've been met with a ton of nicknames. To name a few... Communist, Fake, Phony... Etc.. I stood there and I took it, but I realize anyone who so chooses to use that language toward you does not deserve a spot in your head or life. Also they are usually saying more about themselves then then are you.

Choose to live by values and principles and walk away. Wish them tremendous blessings in life and carry on.

The old mantra is true if you'll change, everything will change. The key to your better future is you. I used to hope the government would change, taxes would change, the economy would change, negative relatives would change, but I realized there was a big problem with my list, I wasn't on it.

The work of real change in life starts with you. It's an internal battle, not an external one. Work on the guy or girl in the mirror each day and I promise you everything will change for you.

This past year I purposefully used Instagram as my way to challenge myself to post content that would add value to someone's life or at least make you think, and document where the sober journey was taking me, so I'd be able to reflect.

So I decided to compile a 3 minute video last night of where this last year has taken me and I'm excited because it's only the beginning of a better future.

Many other voices will try to tell you what you should do and where you should be. My best advice stay true to your heart man. Win the war internally and your external environment will not only clean up, but your heart and soul will flood with tremendous joy and fulfillment. You'll start to enjoy the reflection staring back at you.

Wishing you all the blessings on into the holidays and the New Year! Be set free. God Bless!

Hope you enjoy.

Video Music Credit: Boyce Avenue- On My Way

http://youtu.be/mLtMj4grzgY

A True Gift

Lately as I watch some things unfold in life,  all I can think about is, go to work on the man in the mirror. Shut off the noise and stay true to your heart...

It's what I've learned from one of the most important people to ever step foot in my life, and honestly it was because I chose to listen, it has made all the difference.

For about a year I was one on one mentoring with former NFL player and my good friend Caleb Campbell weekly.  We frequented Starbucks and Spot Coffee sometimes two to three times a week.  I couldn't understand for the life of me what he was doing with his life, and quite honestly I had no clue what I was doing with mine.  I knew I wanted more, but I didn't know how to start.  I couldn't figure out how a Texas boy went from the NFL to Buffalo, NY.

He had the makings of everything on the outside. I'm like dude you're verified on twitter. You are like texting someone on the Detroit Lions right now.  You have your own Wikipedia.  ESPN did this crazy special on you.  You have dressed and were drafted in the NFL.  You have this amazing ring from West Point.  Your story is unbelievable.  What are you doing in Buffalo? You came here for a church? Can I check your pulse?

It was crazy because when we both met I had returned to church to "get good again."  After all, that's why I thought you went to church.  There just so happened to be a guest pastor that week and he said something that day that has resignated with me ever since.

He said, "How many times is God going to put somebody in your life that is telling you to hit the brakes, like your mother used to stick her arm out at a stop light when she slammed on the brakes, and God is saying Stop! And you will continuously ignore him and wonder why your life is a mess.  Gods telling you to come home.  He has plans for you, to renew you and restore you.  It's time to stop relying on your ways and come home."

I just sat there stunned because I knew at the time he was talking about Caleb, but I began to think of all the other people he placed in my life that I blew off.  Everything in me at the time made me want to run again, but I knew I had to stay.  The opportunities to make different choices in life, the pride that I had listened to and bought into for so long was over.  I decided enough was enough.

I couldn't wait to get coffee with Caleb that week and explain to him the lesson.  He said, it's amazing isn't it.  He said the world is masked by a charade, chasing a rabbit they'll never catch.  I said, Can you explain that?  He said the NFL, West Point, I was driven by fear.  My entire identity was into Caleb succeeding for everyone else, but Caleb.

He said I love the game of football, but without it Who am I?  As he told me about a blown play on his part at Cowboys stadium with his whole family in attendance.  He said, I was suppose to be at the top of my life, I'm in front of 80,000 people, but I didn't know who I was.  I felt so empty.

He was coming from the NFL (Detroit Lions and Kansas City Chiefs) and a West Point graduate to sleeping on the floor of an apartment building in Buffalo, NY. He became a cleaning guy at his church, mopping the floor and shining the doors, taking out the trash.  He was a free agent, but was receiving offers from Canadian football and a few Arena Leagues as well.

Most of his friends told him he was committing career suicide.  He went on to tell me until you are willing to deny yourself, you'll never learn who you are and how he learned more about himself through a mop and a broom then he ever did through NFL cleats.

He taught me to be transformed in the image God created you to be, you have to deny yourself, put down all your stuff and pick up the cross and follow it.  I thought, Wow man, that's a lot to give up.  He said it's not giving it up.  To discover my true self is the greatest victory of all.

We often met during the work days and this made me feel tremendously like I was doing something wrong. After all I had a Masters Degree.  I had the dream career life ahead.  I was working my way up the ladders of life.  I said see Caleb I want to discover me, but if you ask people who all know me, they'd accept me more if I would just work at that bank over there, just to have a job title.

But something just did not feel right when I spent time in any corporate seminars, networking events or interviews... I was feeling empty inside.  I often felt the conversation to be a charade like Caleb explained.  I knew I did not completely know who I was and I was not going to find my true identity there.  I couldn't stand to be in an office environment where it felt like people talked about each other, more then worked on their future.  

As you can imagine when you turn from it all, drop your stuff and go to work on finding yourself by belonging to causes and purposes that have nothing to do with you, you are met with tremendous critics and people barking at you.  Let me explain.

Well let's see here are some big decisions I have made over the past year.  

-I sold my entire apartment and ended the lease.  
-I moved home with my parents.  
-I quit drinking. Almost a year on December 13th 
-I started reading and listening to way more books and personal development audios.  
-I began speaking more and I began writing more.  
-I decided to get more pro active in church. Volunteering.  
-I decided to take more chances, travel more, and be apart of some amazing things that I could never have honestly scripted better.  Times where the budget said no, but God said Yes.
-I released any strains on my budget as to all things that are related to health, church, fitness, service to others, and identifying and finding my true self.

I wanted God to drive the wheel, not Jeff.  For the first time in my life I began to feel a tremendous freedom.

Honestly a few people asked me if I was suicidal.  I would walk into some functions and I would get the looks, the lets just not talk about him thing going on. Exactly what happened to Caleb happened to me and he told me it would.  As soon as I sold my entire apartment and moved home critics were barking and raving "Oh if Jeff's life is so good why's he back at his parents."   

See people look at the outside, God looks at your heart. 

As soon as I quit drinking, half of my friends fell off.  I was disowned by plenty of people that I used to spend quite a bit of time with.  People I thought would forever be a part of my life were now gone.  But what this allowed me to do was greater then chasing that rabbit and charade Caleb taught me about.

I have been able to spend tremendous amounts of time around family.  I felt free from all clutter, all the stuff I pretty much owned that was suppose to make me look good.  I was able to spend my time developing my mind, reading, being around people sober who were praying over me and always sending blessings my way.

My speaking went to a whole different level.  My complexion started to change.  Noticeably people began asking me how I was so happy?  I became quite the guy to figure out.  Often asked, "What's next, What do you do with that, What are you really doing?  I don't understand.  It makes no sense to me."

I was transforming from the inside out.  I was free to take risks and take advantage of opportunities to which in my heart I know God was the provider of, not Jeff.  The decision to put your spiritual life first is a roller coaster.  Often times you are going to endure many tests, and things won't make sense, but in the end you'll figure out Gods intention.  Honestly, often time this is all so hard to explain.  You only learn by doing it.

So why do I tell you this story? It's been on my heart and this just may have been one of the best years of my life when I seemingly to the worlds eyes have nothing, but I feel like I have everything.

Here's my question to you:
What drives you currently and if it was taken from you, would you know who you are?

Life is the journey.  We all have a story that can change the world.  Your heart is capable of being renewed and if you learn to trust in God, all things are possible.  My prayer to you is that you find what it is your heart longs for and you pursue that.  Life's too short. God Bless.

Semper Fi. Stay True.

Why I left the "Rat Race"

I remember the day I left the "Rat Race" like it was yesterday.  I was overweight, glued to an office, working on salary, way more then 40 hours a week and I was the guy who ran around trying to stay positive, but was completely negative, saying I had no time for anything.

My life felt like I was a Gerbil on a wheel, it was suffocating me.  I had just came back from a National Conference in Las Vegas. I was leading four or five community and work projects, and I was dealing with an unexpected death of an important person in my life. My phone was ringing non-stop about the meeting that day.

I was jet lagged, getting bombarded by e-mails, texts... Call me back! Important meeting today! And I sat there saying.. Is this what life is really about? Chase money, forget people.  I know a truth and this isn't it. My time spent in the Marine Corps made me realize how short and fragile life truly is.

I was trying to communicate to almost everyone what I was going through.  It was evident no one cared, it wasn't about me, it was about them.  The only thing my boss would hear was, you must be at the meeting. I remember sitting there looking at my computer screen seeing emails come in, my phone was going off non stop.  I shut my door and I closed the computer and unplugged the office phone.  I hadn't prayed in awhile and I had drifted away from my faith.

In that moment I closed my eyes and said, "God, this kind of life isn't for me. I have no clue where I'm going to go, but I am not staying here.  I pray for all these people that they find you and that they realize there is so much more to life. God, I pray you will bring an opportunity into my life and redirect my life for the better.  I have absolutely no clue where I'm going after I leave this office besides to the funeral home, but I trust that you will guide my life.  I'm coming home."

I decided in that moment, I was resigning from my position, and I no longer would return.  Almost immediately after I informed boss, he said, "Offer accepted. Pack your stuff and go. Leave the key on the desk." 

Funny I thought to myself, Why would anyone want to live this way? I honestly have no clue where I am going besides the funeral home right now, but there was a huge weight lifted off me that day.

The biggest revelation came to me in the following weeks.

Success without fulfillment is failure. You can look so great on the outside, but who cares if you are dying on the inside.

So here's where it gets interesting, I had realized social media was taking off and I started building an account part time to try to reach out to like minded people who were going through similar life struggles.  I named it @MarineProblems.  I thought someone out there has to understand.  At the time the account was fairly new, only relativey 6 or 7 months old and I almost quit on it after a few buddies were like why would you waste your time with that?  Also, it kind of became the laughing stock to some people. Yet had I not followed my intuition, I'd never be on this current path.

Today that account has nearly 7,000 followers and consistently grows every single day. I interact with thousands of people daily. It's almost mind-blowing. Twitter recently released my data to me and I reach near a million people a month and rising.

Just a few months after I had walked away from my job, I got a message through that very account about an opportunity, that I almost blew off to be honest.  Had I not listened with an open mind, the path I am on would never be possible.  It's crazy how such small things can transform your life forever.  To this day, it's the only opportunity that has ever came through that account. God answers prayers.

All the sudden thousands of people who had similar stories came flooding into my life, and I felt like I had won, but really the battle was just beginning.  I had to go hard to work on myself and undo, unravel all the junk in my heart, the hurt in my eyes and I had to get Back in the Fight.

So I decided to take an entrepreneurial journey..  If no one has informed you yet, it's not very popular to most people.  If you too want to turn from the "Rat Race" stand by cause here's some of the rocks that will be thrown at you:

You're going to fail. 
Do you know the people that succeed are one in a million?  
Why would you throw your life away? 
Haha you're doing what?! 
Are you crazy? 
Those things never work. 
Good Luck with that. 
I don't think you'll make it.  
Do you know that no one will hire you? Your resume has a huge gap in it.
What are you doing? Just get in with the State. They'll take care of you.
Oh you're just one of those crazy dreamers..
All the good ideas are taken.
You really think you have what it takes?
Oh look out, here he is, the next Steve Jobs, The next Mark Zuckerberg.
Oh here he is, Mr Dreamer, Mr Positive... Watch out!!

Quite frankly none of those phrases even effect me.  Because most people don't know my story and the very people chucking them at me for the most part are exactly where I used to be.  My whole life changed on that decision.  Everything in my life changed. All the sudden pro athletes, famous musicians, motivational speakers, some of the top entrepreneurs in the nation were showing up around me.

I have legit done some of the most incredible things in the last few years that no cubicle would ever allow me to do.  

Understand that if you choose this path, you are going to have to walk into the room and be the weirdo for awhile, the freak, the one that gets laughed at. After awhile when good stuff starts happening to you all those statements and questions above start to get more minimal because they see the change in you and they actually start thinking, Damn he might be right.

The number one question starts to become How?  How do you get so lucky? Must be nice to do all the things you do.  There is a simple answer... It starts with a decision. Had I never walked away from everything that day, none of these things would have ever happened to me.  You see opportunites are all around us, we just are blind to them because we are too caught up in the race to even see them.

The reason most will never ever turn from the "Rat Race" is it takes a lot of guts to do it. You have to go against the flow of traffic, throw away the days of the week, the hours out the window, be misunderstood by almost all your friends and peers. There's uncertainty, there's trials, tribulations, incredible sacrifice, risks to take and days where you will flat out be exhausted.

The funny thing is that's why you end up surrounded by the elite. The pro athletes, the musicians, the motivational speakers, the successful entrepreneurs because at one point in there life, they made the very same decision as me.

I challenge you to go study someone famous and look back to where their journey started.  They didn't just land on top of the mountain.  They had a similar journey and the best part is anyone can do it. You can do it, I can do it. Last time I checked, we all get the same 24 hours in a day, 365 days a year.  Ultimately, it's your daily choices and actions that will run you and decide the course of your life.  It's why entrepreneurs are big picture thinkers. They have to see themselves there before it ever happens. Everyday you're stepping forward is a step closer to your dream.

It honestly doesn't matter who you are.  Every single day is a new chance to hit the reset button and redirect your life forever.

In my opinion, it's better to go to bed fulfilled and tired at night then it is drained, bored and sick of your life.

My best advice to you is chase the vision, not the money. Life is to short to ask what if? You have unique gifts inside you that none of us have. Tap into those.  And hopefully one day we will be hearing your story.

God bless.